AAAAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!

OK....mmg aku jadikan blog aku ni sebagai tempat aku nak meluahkan perasaan la kan...xpe kot...blog aku...suka hati la aku nak buat apa asalkan aku x kaco org lain....gila punya orang!!! aku rasa mcm nak nangis taw...tp aku tahan je....kesian aku tgk bapak aku kerja bagai nak rak sampai tido x lena, mkn x lalu....tekanan kerja...ni semua guru besar tu punya pasal....x padan dah tua tp suka marah2 org x bertempat...semua x kena depan mata die....suka hati die je nak marah org....HEY WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM OLD MAN??? bwk2 la bertaubat usia dah senja tu...bek ko g haji ke apa....ni dok mengarah org je...ada satu pagi tu aku terdengar bpk aku muntah2 kat bilik air....x penah bpk aku mcm tu taw x....takut aku dgr....mcm teruk sgt je....org kerja manager,CEO,doktor pown xde la teruk sgt sampai mcm tu...cikgu je pown...seorang pendidik yg x pernah jemu membina jiwa dan minda anak-anak Malaysia.....aku ni seorang yg penyabar....tp bila dah sampai limit....aku hilang sabar...aku mmg btol2 marah dgn tindakan guru besar tu....klu ikotkan hati nak je aku terjah pejabat sekolah tu sound kat org tua tu....ada aku kesah??? lantak la...pe nak jd....buat masa ni aku berdoa je la supaya ALLAH lembutkan hati manusia tu....

Hang You Up - Yellowcard

I cannot hold this anymore

My hands are tired of only waiting to let go

And I am waiting still

I used to know which way to turn

You were a light inside a tunnel in my head

I try to follow still, I try to follow still

It's hard to see you, we are older now

And when I find you, you just turn around

This is a black and white of you I've found

I hang you up and then I pull you down

I hang you up and then I pull you down

No more apologies from me

My arms are tired of picking up what I put down

You're all I think of still

I'm gonna miss you everyday

I turn my back on anyone who won't believe

And it gets lonely still, it gets lonely still

It's hard to see you, we are older now

And when I find you, you just turn around

This is a black and white of you I've found

I hang you up and then I pull you down

I hang you up and then I pull you down

I get lost sometimes, another year flies by

But I know if I try memories of the light in your eyes

Can take me back in time

It's hard to see you, we are older now

And when I find you, you just turn around

This is a black and white of you I've found

I hang you up and then I pull you down

It's hard to see you, we are older now

(We are older now)

And when I find you, you just turn around

(You turn around)

This is a black and white of you I found

(You I found)

I hang you up and then I pull you down

(Pull you down)

I hang you up and then I pull you down

(Pull you down)

I hang you up and then I pull you down

(Pull you down)

I don't here music anymore

My ears are tired of all the pictures in the words

'Cause you are in them still

Official Music Video

Luahan Perasaan

OK...aku mengaku yg aku ni mmg agak degil n baran orgnya.....ckp je la kan x kasi aku pegi dah full stop....x payah nak berkias sgt....aku ni bukannya budak kecik x phm owg ckp berkias ni......kadang2 aku pk payah tol la jd perempuan ni....bnyk sgt pantang larangnya.....sampai x terjaga semua kdg2...aku taw pe yg aku ckp ni salah....tp~~~ntah la rasa nak jugak luahkan rasa yg trpendam dlm hati ni.....hmmmmm....dlm family aku lak xde sorang pown yg lebey kurang sebaya aku.....bosan~~~~xde teman nak cter, xde teman nak ajak g jalan2.....ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!! TENSION.......mmg camni agaknya nasib aku.....dah la xde kakak dgn abg......i wish i have brothers or sisters......sometimes i feel both my parents didn't understand me.....susah la adik beradik jarak umur jauh ni....xde persefahaman....dah tu je la kot aku nak ckp setakat ni....lega rasa hati ni pas dpt luahkan.....sape2 yg terbaca post ni aku x kesah lantak korang la nk ckp pe

My Stick Family from WiddlyTinks.com

Warghhhhhh~~~~~kebosanan melanda di jiwa~~~~berkecamuk hati, jiwa kacau...apa lagi erk....hmmmm....cuti lama lagi.....ape pown x boley~~~x taw r nk cter pe ag....xde idea nak wat essay panjang2......

Gembira Tak Terkata

Malam tadi my hubby called aku......aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!! sukanya....gembira tak terkata....syukur alhamdulilah dia selamat wlpn kapal dia mcm roller coaster gak masa belayar kat Laut China Selatan...sekarang my hubby ada kat China!!! negara yang mempunyai kepadatan penduduk paling ramai di dunia...lama gak la kitorang borak kat fon.....ada la sejam lebey....huhu...murah gak call no china ni...aku topup RM10 for 30 minutes....ok la tu....klu my hubby called aku lagi murah....dia ckp dia ada belikan teddy bear pink besar sgt utk aku.....weeeeeeeeee~~~~~sukanya....x sbr nk tgk besar mana....bertambah lagi koleksi teddy bear aku....huhuhu....i really loves him...so much....aku sentiasa doakan dia selamat pergi dan balik....i'll be waiting for you my love~~~~~~

Truth - Nami Tamaki

Shinjiteta ano mirai wa

Honto ni kono basho ni aru no

Dokomademo dokomademo tsuduite yuku

Michi wa tada hateshinaku

Me wo tsubutta mama de hashiri tsudukete ita

Itami sae kidzukazu ni

Mayotte tachidomaru sore mo tsuyosa nante

Marude omoi mo shinaide

Wakari au koto no nai

Kotoba afureru machi

Dakedo shinjite itai yo

Ima boku no koe ga kimi ni hibiku koto

Boku-tachi no ano negai wa

Honto ni itsuka wa kanau no

Dare yori mo dare yori mo motto tooku

Kono te wo nobashita nara

Kimi ga ima soba ni ite kureru

Sore dake ga hikari ni naru kara

Kurayami ga nando otozuretemo

Kitto hitomi sorasa nai

Ano hi te wo tsunaide onaji omoi daite

Futari yoake wo matta

Nan ni mo osorezu ni kawashita yakusoku wo

Kimi wa mada oboeteru?

Ushinatta mono bakari

Mabushiku mieru yoru

Mou ichido te wo tsunagou

Kono mune ga yuuki omoidaseru made

Shinjiteta ano mirai wa

Honto ni kono basho ni aru no

Dokomademo dokomademo tsudzuite yuku

Michi wa tada hateshinaku

Kotae nado mitsukara nakutemo

Kodoku sae oikose nakutemo

Atarashii kaze ni fukare nagara

Kitto asu ni fumidasou

Boku-tachi no ano negai wa

Honto ni itsuka wa kanau no

Dare yori mo dare yori mo motto tooku

Kono te wo nobashita nara

Kimi ga ima soba ni ite kureru

Sore dake ga hikari ni naru kara

Kurayami ga nando otozuretemo

Kitto hitomi sorasa nai

Celoteh Untuk Hari Ini

Hari ini ialah hari isnin, 21/11/2011.....dah 9 hari aku bercuti kat rumahku syurgaku ni....student IPG lain bru 3 hari cuti aku dah seminggu lebih cuti....hahaha...advance seminggu sebab balik awal....maklum la first sem tak ada exam...so kita enjoy!!!! huhu enjoy, enjoy gak....drama King Lear jgn dilupakan....aku tak habis lagi baca story King Lear ni....kena study masa cuti ni...next sem kena dramatize this story....hmmmm...21 hari bulan 11....dah genap sebulan hubby aku tinggalkan tanah air....apa khabar dia agaknya kat sana....sihat ke tak? aku sentiasa berdoa dia selamat tak kira di mana jua dia berada....baru sebulan tapi rasa mcm dah lama sangat...sabor je la...tu je yg aku mampu buat setakat ni....kadang2 rindu jugak tapi nak buat mcm mana...nk contact tak boleh....aku harap my hubby selamat pergi dan balik....i'll wait for your return next year....there are many stories i want to share with you (n_n)....be optimistic, each cloud has it silver lining

First Word

Assalamualaikum....teacher Eyrah is here!!! (n_n) Alhamdulilah....tercapai jugak hajat di hati nak buat blog sendiri ni....dah lama nak buat tapi takde peluang nak buat...cuti semester selama 1 bulan lebih ni boleh dimanfaatkan sepenuhnya dgn blog ni....Eyrah pun sebenarnya tak la terror sgt bab2 blog ni....baru nak belajar...tgk kawan2 semua ada blog masing2...teknologi pun semakin maju....so kita kena la up-to-date supaya tak ketinggalan di arus zaman moden ni...huhu :) setakat ni je la pembuka bicara...huhu nak usha2 blog ni...apa lagi features yg ada...igtlah teman sekalian, be optimistic, each cloud has it silver lining (><)