AAAAARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!

OK....mmg aku jadikan blog aku ni sebagai tempat aku nak meluahkan perasaan la kan...xpe kot...blog aku...suka hati la aku nak buat apa asalkan aku x kaco org lain....gila punya orang!!! aku rasa mcm nak nangis taw...tp aku tahan je....kesian aku tgk bapak aku kerja bagai nak rak sampai tido x lena, mkn x lalu....tekanan kerja...ni semua guru besar tu punya pasal....x padan dah tua tp suka marah2 org x bertempat...semua x kena depan mata die....suka hati die je nak marah org....HEY WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM OLD MAN??? bwk2 la bertaubat usia dah senja tu...bek ko g haji ke apa....ni dok mengarah org je...ada satu pagi tu aku terdengar bpk aku muntah2 kat bilik air....x penah bpk aku mcm tu taw x....takut aku dgr....mcm teruk sgt je....org kerja manager,CEO,doktor pown xde la teruk sgt sampai mcm tu...cikgu je pown...seorang pendidik yg x pernah jemu membina jiwa dan minda anak-anak Malaysia.....aku ni seorang yg penyabar....tp bila dah sampai limit....aku hilang sabar...aku mmg btol2 marah dgn tindakan guru besar tu....klu ikotkan hati nak je aku terjah pejabat sekolah tu sound kat org tua tu....ada aku kesah??? lantak la...pe nak jd....buat masa ni aku berdoa je la supaya ALLAH lembutkan hati manusia tu....

Hang You Up - Yellowcard

I cannot hold this anymore

My hands are tired of only waiting to let go

And I am waiting still

I used to know which way to turn

You were a light inside a tunnel in my head

I try to follow still, I try to follow still

It's hard to see you, we are older now

And when I find you, you just turn around

This is a black and white of you I've found

I hang you up and then I pull you down

I hang you up and then I pull you down

No more apologies from me

My arms are tired of picking up what I put down

You're all I think of still

I'm gonna miss you everyday

I turn my back on anyone who won't believe

And it gets lonely still, it gets lonely still

It's hard to see you, we are older now

And when I find you, you just turn around

This is a black and white of you I've found

I hang you up and then I pull you down

I hang you up and then I pull you down

I get lost sometimes, another year flies by

But I know if I try memories of the light in your eyes

Can take me back in time

It's hard to see you, we are older now

And when I find you, you just turn around

This is a black and white of you I've found

I hang you up and then I pull you down

It's hard to see you, we are older now

(We are older now)

And when I find you, you just turn around

(You turn around)

This is a black and white of you I found

(You I found)

I hang you up and then I pull you down

(Pull you down)

I hang you up and then I pull you down

(Pull you down)

I hang you up and then I pull you down

(Pull you down)

I don't here music anymore

My ears are tired of all the pictures in the words

'Cause you are in them still

Official Music Video

Luahan Perasaan

OK...aku mengaku yg aku ni mmg agak degil n baran orgnya.....ckp je la kan x kasi aku pegi dah full stop....x payah nak berkias sgt....aku ni bukannya budak kecik x phm owg ckp berkias ni......kadang2 aku pk payah tol la jd perempuan ni....bnyk sgt pantang larangnya.....sampai x terjaga semua kdg2...aku taw pe yg aku ckp ni salah....tp~~~ntah la rasa nak jugak luahkan rasa yg trpendam dlm hati ni.....hmmmmm....dlm family aku lak xde sorang pown yg lebey kurang sebaya aku.....bosan~~~~xde teman nak cter, xde teman nak ajak g jalan2.....ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!! TENSION.......mmg camni agaknya nasib aku.....dah la xde kakak dgn abg......i wish i have brothers or sisters......sometimes i feel both my parents didn't understand me.....susah la adik beradik jarak umur jauh ni....xde persefahaman....dah tu je la kot aku nak ckp setakat ni....lega rasa hati ni pas dpt luahkan.....sape2 yg terbaca post ni aku x kesah lantak korang la nk ckp pe

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